Into The Light
Before you go on reading this post just know that it is going to be deep, I'm going to finally talk about some of the hardest parts of my short lived marriage that I had kept mostly private until now. I'm being vulnerable and open about this for the purpose of letting others who are going through or have gone through this know that they are not alone and someone else understands. Initially, I conveyed to my former partner prior to our marriage that I harbored concerns regarding our intimate life. To my knowledge, I myself had not experienced any urges, and as someone who had chosen to remain abstinent until marriage, I had never been taught that it was acceptable to have uncertainties in this aspect. Not knowing that we could learn and explore together without the expectation of perfection, whether in our first experience or any subsequent ones. My former partner consistently reassured me that it was not a concern and that he would simply figure it out. During o...
